Diary Of A Fangirl • The Sad Side Of Being A Fangirl

One day I saw him on a television

Singing an unfamiliar song,

I actually cannot give him an exact description

Because he’s totally beyond my imagination ..

your voice,

it makes me ecstatic and bring up noise. 
i wonder if you ever heard me,
and brought you some joy.
but then again, i know by heart,
that i'm just another fangirl in the crowd.

all these boys and girls,
and i'm just one.
i wonder if you ever saw me,
and brought you some fun.
but then again, i know by heart,
that i'm just another fangirl in the crowd.

fan•girl, n.
1. (derogatory) a female fan, obsessed with something (or someone) to a frightening or
sickening degree. Often considered ditzy, annoying and shallow.
2. (playful, good-natured) less extreme, a female fan who can laugh at their own passion for their particular interest (or even
obsession).

definisi fangirl dan Tipe2 Fangirl silahkan cek postingan sebelum ini ya kawan2 -> Fangirl & Different Types Of Fangirl

"Fangirling-an terus mau jadi apa ntar?"
"Jadi fan-woman~"

Bagaimana jawaban seorang psikolog ketika ditanya mengenai fenomena “fangirls” di dunia entertainment Korea?

Seorang psikolog mengatakan: 

“Jangan meremehkan anak-anak yang mengejar selebriti Kesukaan mereka, hati mereka lebih murni daripada orang lain, mereka mencintai dengan tulus, mereka akan melakukan yang terbaik untuk mengatasi rintangan yang sulit, hambatan bahasa dan budaya. Mereka melambangkan perdamaian, mereka tidak mendiskriminasi berdasarkan ras, mereka berteman dengan orang-orang yang memiliki ketertarikan yang sama dari berbagai negara, mereka lebih bergairah dan hangat dibandingkan dengan orang lain. Mereka tidak mengkhianati orang yang mereka sukai dengan mudah, mereka gigih dan tidak mudah menyerah. Mereka lebih kuat daripada orang lain di dalam, karena ketika mereka mencintai bintang-bintang Favorit mereka, mereka mengalami sesuatu yang tidak pernah dialami selama hidupnya. Mereka semua anak-anak yang sensitif, mudah tersentuh, dan mudah menangis untuk waktu yang lama karena satu insiden.
Cara berpikir mereka berbeda dari orang lain,
Mereka tidak mudah terbawa oleh cinta,
Mereka tidak pernah berpikir untuk melakukan hal-hal buruk. Dan kriteria mereka saat mencari pasangan sangat tinggi. Selain penampilan, kepribadian lebih penting, jadi tingkat perkawinan tidaklah tinggi, begitu juga dengan tingkat perceraian.
Kebanyakan dari mereka adalah anak-anak ceria bukan tipe yang mengurung diri sendiri.
Ketekadan mereka juga sangat kuat, mereka mampu bertahan dan melakukan berbagai upaya untuk membeli sesuatu yang berhubungan dengan selebriti yang mereka sukai.
Singkatnya, cara berpikir anak-anak ini sangat berbeda dari orang lain, dan pikiran mereka tidak mudah untuk dipahami. Umumnya, hanya mereka yang memiliki ketertarikan yang sama yang mampu memasuki dunia mereka.”

Another 'SAD' Story Being a fangirl ( Fangirl must be understand all of this :'3) 

She had never been seen. Known. Heard. 
Of course he wouldn't care.
Never seen. Never known. Never heard.
And Never Loved.

yup.....

it all began when two babies were born in a different place and time. The boy grew up to be a successful young man who roams around the world to showcase his talent while the girl stayed in the sea of faces who admired him. He doesn't know her, but she knows him, from his real name to what his favorite color is. She sends him love letters, even if she's aware that he won't be able to read it and she has to pay loads of money just to watch him perform for a few hours. That pattern goes on and on, unceasingly. The boy continues to walk in his dream, while the girl could only look at him with pure admiration, and sadly, that's how it'll end. The boy...will never know just how much the girl loves him.

I'm just typical lady,

Is there any chance that you'll know someone like me?

Hoping our eyes will meet and froze like snowy,

And not having a pang in your heart, till you see.

Looking those photos of you until twilight,

Esteeming your cuteness and your angelic smiles,

I don't want it to overwrite,

'Cause each of them cost thousand miles.

All I can do is admiring,

Tittering when I hear your idyllic voice that you keep,

Supporting you saying "Fighting",

And I end up thinking of you until the moonbeam's dip.

why am I writing this stupid thing?

Perhaps I'm just getting a sweet bliss,

Taking me back of your everything,

Dreaming you could draw something like this.

You don't even know that I exist right?

'Cause I'm just one of your millions of fans away from your fly,

How can I reach you so tight?

How can a dew touch the sky?

“I choose you over everyone.”